1.29.2011

a letter to her soldier

hello darling.
I hope you are well. I pray for it every day. I am so proud of you.
and I love you so much. so much it almost hurts. every kiss I see a pang sounds in my heart, for in this separation, there is no physical contact. yet, I don't need it to love you.
I feel the deepest emotion of unrepressable love at every moment. I cannot breate without before thinking of you. it has come first in my mind even before living. only under God Himself.
I have your letter. it is the thing I have that you touched last. and it is fear to me. I kiss it, hoping you can somehow feel it. your dog tags are around my neck right now. they show how I am yours in a way different from a ring. I wear them, accepting everything about you, including your job. My soldier. My army. My nation.
you are doing a great thing, darling.
I am so proud of you.
I love you.

1.19.2011

your love

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I cant feel anything.
but your breath on my face
your fingers in my hair
this feeling rushing through my soul
I can feel.
the outside world's not real.

sometimes, when you look at me
I think I peer into your soul
totally
I see your thoughts your dreams you're everything.
I see me.
I see myself reflected in the love reflected in your eyes.
I see you.

I can't believe this at all
I never thought it would be here so soon
I wish this could never end.
but the sun rises, and a new day begins. 
and now you're gonna go away
so soon
I know you're coming back, but darling, please don't forget me
somehow I know you won't so soon

sometimes, when you look at me
I think I peer into your soul
totally
I see your thoughts your dreams your everything.
I see me.
I see myself reflected in the love reflected in your eyes.
I see you.

I can't imagine
living without you
anymore, I'd might as not live
I love you, my darling and my heart
is bursting with emotions that are true
and I'm yours
and you are mine.

I see me.
I see you.