Why did you do this?
You went from saying you couldn't live without me to leaving me behind in a month.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want you back, but why did you have to do it that way?
If you ever loved me, couldn't you have had enough concern for my heart? My feelings? My dreams got shattered too, you know.
Why did you have to make me angry at you?
What made you not want it anymore?
I just want to know why you gave up.
I just want to know the truth.
11.26.2011
11.23.2011
11.16.2011
Go ahead, hurt me.
I waited for you.
I risked everything.
My family, friends.
I waited up all night every night just wanting to be awake when you called.
I told you everything.
I trusted you.
I loved you.
I wore your tags faithfully through those six months.
And your ring these last five.
I was in more than a year long relationship with you, and only with you for two months.
I hurt for you.
I lived for you.
I sent you a letter almost every day for months upon end.
And emails every day when you were gone.
I gave you my first kiss.
Exactly one year ago.
Not enough for you, huh?
I'm someone that can be thrown aside on a whim, huh?
For a girl you just met?
You'd trade that for someone who'd die for you, who'd give anything for you, and who'd be loyal to the end?
Well, I guess that was the end.
Oh well.
You'll do a better job of beating yourself up than I ever could when you figure out what you've done.
I risked everything.
My family, friends.
I waited up all night every night just wanting to be awake when you called.
I told you everything.
I trusted you.
I loved you.
I wore your tags faithfully through those six months.
And your ring these last five.
I was in more than a year long relationship with you, and only with you for two months.
I hurt for you.
I lived for you.
I sent you a letter almost every day for months upon end.
And emails every day when you were gone.
I gave you my first kiss.
Exactly one year ago.
Not enough for you, huh?
I'm someone that can be thrown aside on a whim, huh?
For a girl you just met?
You'd trade that for someone who'd die for you, who'd give anything for you, and who'd be loyal to the end?
Well, I guess that was the end.
Oh well.
You'll do a better job of beating yourself up than I ever could when you figure out what you've done.
I hope you see this
You asshole.
I can't believe I trusted you. You knew everything about me. I was willing to do anything for you. I was ready to wait three years for you.
I was engaged to you.
And you tossed me aside for a crush.
I can't believe I believed all your sweet little emails, your loving words.
Were they all fake too?
Was our entire relationship a sham?
And you waited a whole week before dating someone else.
Classy, dude.
I hope she breaks your heart like you've broken mine.
I can't believe I trusted you. You knew everything about me. I was willing to do anything for you. I was ready to wait three years for you.
I was engaged to you.
And you tossed me aside for a crush.
I can't believe I believed all your sweet little emails, your loving words.
Were they all fake too?
Was our entire relationship a sham?
And you waited a whole week before dating someone else.
Classy, dude.
I hope she breaks your heart like you've broken mine.
11.09.2011
Over
It doesn't hurt that we're done.
It hurts you gave up.
I'm trying not to do the same.
I'm afraid I'll be afraid of love.
I'm having to put my trust in things I've never trusted before.
It hurts you gave up.
I'm trying not to do the same.
I'm afraid I'll be afraid of love.
I'm having to put my trust in things I've never trusted before.
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