I'm sitting here, stuffing my face with jujyfruits because I'm trying to distract my self from the backstabbing mother I seem to have. seriously, I don't think I can handle much more. this can't be healthy. my stomach hurts. she calls me names and puts me down in front of my brothers and sisters, and let's them treat me terribly, but when I try to tell someone in the family anything I get told I'm a witch and to stop having a bad attitude. most of the time I'm trying to help someone and I get punished! I really don't think I can take any more of this. I have another school year to go, and lemme tell you, I'm getting as far away from here as I can. she's driven me away. I've almost given up on ever having a relationship with her. I almost want to hate her. she's not a mother. nurturing does not ever come from her. nor support.
except financially. it's not worth the pain. she's not a mother. my stomach hurts.
