9.30.2012

Sincerity stream

She's careful not to flirt with anyone.
She's saving her heart for the one.
She feels lonely, tired, left out.
He flirts with any and every girl.
Treats them all like they're his shining star.
But he's really being the best he can be for each of them.
There are people who are affectionate to everyone, or no one.
Neither way is wrong or right
Just misunderstood.

There's something wrong about it all.
Harsh to let the good ones suffer.
The wrong ones are fine
not saying that anyone deserves to suffer,
but they do.

The people who are sincere are the ones who get hurt.
There's nowhere to hide if nothing is hidden
But hidden, you are all alone.

9.05.2012

Dear Mom, love, your college student.


I love you so much.
I wish you knew that what I need from you right now
Is not what I’m getting.
You want to tell me what to do,
I want you to tell me I can do anything.
You want to make sure I’m healthy,
I want you to make sure I’m happy.
I want to miss you.
I do miss you,
But I find myself avoiding you at all costs,
Even from afar.
You’re a thousand miles away
And I find myself letting the distance separate us,
Wanting us to be distant.
I can’t ask you to change
 Because I love you
But I want you to someday
Appreciate me for me,
And not worry about the rest.
You don’t need the worry,
And we don’t need to fight.
I love you so much.